154451 pts ยท April 1, 2016
Ain't nothing special here.
Few days, the trailer prolly will be hauled to a crossdock if its a major carrier and the packages loaded to a new trailer when actually possible. The trailer is probably not roadsafe anymore but most likely isnt damaged enough to be a weird unload case for any major carrier. Did it before for Amazon actually.
Huh the lore of this character is wild, so first of all this is a Japanese Air force mascot, also his name is Omaneko-kun and despite the artwork here displaying breasts he is identified as a catboy.
it also reduces out a significant population of cis women for a variety of reasons.
TBF the really bad and weird Mormons go to Idaho or Wyoming, because too close to home and they'll be just a biiit too (openly) extreme for the comfort of the church. Sounds wild I know, but I do live in Utah right next to the temple and it gets weirder the further out you go
Unno, our family's chickens screamed at first but after a while they kinda just would plop them out so... prolly right up until she's very much used to it? Altho some eggs get stuck and then over sized and its like really bad for the chicken
Honestly cat poop isnt all that amazing as fertilizer, meat eaters in general tend to not have great poop for it, but if the tree is being farmed or cultivated by a conscious human it wont really matter.
ya know I feel like my almost TPE relationship is healthier than this sort of humor is. She defines almost everything I can and actively do, but still actively listens to me, my input, and my concerns
The valley is a weird place in Utah, a lot of those people dont explicitly support my existence, they just dont care in general but are annoyed at XYZ policy being ignored over hate policies, a lot of the rest just think regulation is stupid lol.
Locally they were trying HARD to blame it on Trans people because he was shot RIGHT as he was asked a question about trans folk. It was a scary period for me to have been considering going back to school actually living here. The students also didnt want him present in the first place and have consistently voted against memorializing him. He was okay at getting crowds, but a lot of that crowd wasnt students and the ones that were present were largely the opposing comments.
I'm really not looking forward to fighting the state so my birth cert matches my name.
enhanced is kinda separate, you can get one in the northern border states and it predated Real ID.
our solution so far has been to make a poly house and if that aint a joke IDK what is. Its basically illegal, but its the only reasonable way to survive we seem to find.
a new law specifically to outlaw the use of flags not made official prior to the law banning the use of "political" flags)
Also would force you to be in court where all your existence would become public record by default, placing you at significant social risk as the environment worsens. At best its bullying, at worst its silent genocide of a tiny population (shrinkingly so in Idaho, the majority of their population is in only a couple of cities which are exceptionally left leaning, Boise had the pride flag as an official flag up until the state government heavily abused their government and population and wrote
Making non AGAB bathroom use a Felony, which would put you at risk of being sent to prison (where active conversion therapy is being conducted), lose you the right to vote, and prohibit you from out of nation travel.
Not sure my homestate has the infrastructure outside of the city to not vote by mail. Its basically the default for everyone. I would've had to specifically request not to vote by mail when signing up for my license. Its unfortunate but the majority of the blue population lives within 15 minutes of a polling center, the majority of the red do not.
enter their shelter regardless.
You know this is an odd comment, theres a lot of reasons why an adult might not have access to their keys. One major one being someone stealing them, or not being perfectly neurotypical and certain tasks not always being properly actioned on. Hell I've grabbed the wrong key ring before and only realized once the door was closed (this one being self locking, not the deadbolt though). Or you have children, whom may lose things, which frankly an adult might still do, and they need to be able to
I wasnt allowed a digital calculator in my finals a few years ago, but a mechanical one was totally allowed and necessary. The testing center provided a log table and such in a book but some calculations were larger than you could do by hand in the 50 minutes allotted. Nowadays I only use a calculator because its unreasonable to carry a book of log tables and shit around compared to the like 3 inch by 7 inch object in my pocket.
gas prices by me are nearly $5, my state subsidizes oil companies and gas orgs, I live next door to a refinery that makes the air chunky and hard to breathe. People are stupid, gas prices are like everything else, they will take any excuse to raise the prices and will never low them after.
dont share that terror. I've also had to learn to stop making the sick jokes because so many peeople dont realize that living in those environments force you to adapt and change, disassocation and humor are how i managed it, people assume I'm making fun of victims.
one of the groups of foster kids that was in the house freqently told us that our parents never said they love us, hug us, or otherwise give us positive attention. We were frequently punished or otherwise mentally and physically harmed which scared and shocked the foster kids. So suppose that says something about all of that, trauma is fascinating. Personally I never want to ever spread it to a single entity in the world, I'm terrified of ever hurting another being and I cant see how my parents
it benefits everyone RN, because the alternative was everyone viewing gender like countries like saudi arabia and bangladesh do. We DO have to build progress but rn we're fighting regression so strongly that its a victory to even maintain the current.
I've always felt unsafe and uncomfortable in airports around the TSA, I feel even more unsafe and uncomfortable being eve near the concept of ICE. Atleast TSA generally just gropes me a bit in public, ICE would prolly rape me in a closed door and then blame me for being trans before trying to send me to a federal prison that'll forcibly attempt to detrans me.
you know how most people can filter out noises generally pretty well when attempting to focus on another individual's voice? Prolly a bit like that, altho poor autistic dog that CANT do that.
of doing so will worsen things. It sucks, it feels like I'm walking 100 steps down just to step up 2 more. I'm doing it, but its hard. I hope in time I will be able to recognize it all and process it as well as this man has.
My first step in therapy has quite literally been trying to remember everything in the first place for longer than the duration of the episode triggered by it. I have to consciously choose to write down everything thats happening while having an episode so that I can show it to my therapist to begin processing it. It can be hard, choosing to write it down requires overcoming another trauma because recognizing my own trauma was so heavily discouraged and punished when I was younger that the act
yeah I am aware, which is one reason why it was brought up in Therapy. That type of guilt is hellish and doesnt care about logic, and it was unfortunately baked into me pretty early on in childhood. We're working on it, it is healing a bit but it takes time.
wouldn't be a death sentence she probably would have actually called on me because I am definitely an active red flag of suicide risk. I am so tired of being so afraid that the wrong action will get me sent to conversion therapy again.
Had to explain to my therapist about my feelings of being stuck in a warzone as a trans person in a religious US state, and the guilt I feel having those feelings because there are children elsewhere actively being bombed and suffering and I know some of them are like me but suffering further ontop of the suffering that all this hate brings them, and that I am the only one out of my original friendgroup of 20 kids who is still alive at the ripe age of 24. Pretty sure if institutionalizing me rn
Few days, the trailer prolly will be hauled to a crossdock if its a major carrier and the packages loaded to a new trailer when actually possible. The trailer is probably not roadsafe anymore but most likely isnt damaged enough to be a weird unload case for any major carrier. Did it before for Amazon actually.
Huh the lore of this character is wild, so first of all this is a Japanese Air force mascot, also his name is Omaneko-kun and despite the artwork here displaying breasts he is identified as a catboy.
it also reduces out a significant population of cis women for a variety of reasons.
TBF the really bad and weird Mormons go to Idaho or Wyoming, because too close to home and they'll be just a biiit too (openly) extreme for the comfort of the church. Sounds wild I know, but I do live in Utah right next to the temple and it gets weirder the further out you go
Unno, our family's chickens screamed at first but after a while they kinda just would plop them out so... prolly right up until she's very much used to it? Altho some eggs get stuck and then over sized and its like really bad for the chicken
Honestly cat poop isnt all that amazing as fertilizer, meat eaters in general tend to not have great poop for it, but if the tree is being farmed or cultivated by a conscious human it wont really matter.
ya know I feel like my almost TPE relationship is healthier than this sort of humor is. She defines almost everything I can and actively do, but still actively listens to me, my input, and my concerns
The valley is a weird place in Utah, a lot of those people dont explicitly support my existence, they just dont care in general but are annoyed at XYZ policy being ignored over hate policies, a lot of the rest just think regulation is stupid lol.
Locally they were trying HARD to blame it on Trans people because he was shot RIGHT as he was asked a question about trans folk. It was a scary period for me to have been considering going back to school actually living here. The students also didnt want him present in the first place and have consistently voted against memorializing him. He was okay at getting crowds, but a lot of that crowd wasnt students and the ones that were present were largely the opposing comments.
I'm really not looking forward to fighting the state so my birth cert matches my name.
enhanced is kinda separate, you can get one in the northern border states and it predated Real ID.
our solution so far has been to make a poly house and if that aint a joke IDK what is. Its basically illegal, but its the only reasonable way to survive we seem to find.
a new law specifically to outlaw the use of flags not made official prior to the law banning the use of "political" flags)
Also would force you to be in court where all your existence would become public record by default, placing you at significant social risk as the environment worsens. At best its bullying, at worst its silent genocide of a tiny population (shrinkingly so in Idaho, the majority of their population is in only a couple of cities which are exceptionally left leaning, Boise had the pride flag as an official flag up until the state government heavily abused their government and population and wrote
Making non AGAB bathroom use a Felony, which would put you at risk of being sent to prison (where active conversion therapy is being conducted), lose you the right to vote, and prohibit you from out of nation travel.
Not sure my homestate has the infrastructure outside of the city to not vote by mail. Its basically the default for everyone. I would've had to specifically request not to vote by mail when signing up for my license. Its unfortunate but the majority of the blue population lives within 15 minutes of a polling center, the majority of the red do not.
enter their shelter regardless.
You know this is an odd comment, theres a lot of reasons why an adult might not have access to their keys. One major one being someone stealing them, or not being perfectly neurotypical and certain tasks not always being properly actioned on. Hell I've grabbed the wrong key ring before and only realized once the door was closed (this one being self locking, not the deadbolt though). Or you have children, whom may lose things, which frankly an adult might still do, and they need to be able to
I wasnt allowed a digital calculator in my finals a few years ago, but a mechanical one was totally allowed and necessary. The testing center provided a log table and such in a book but some calculations were larger than you could do by hand in the 50 minutes allotted. Nowadays I only use a calculator because its unreasonable to carry a book of log tables and shit around compared to the like 3 inch by 7 inch object in my pocket.
gas prices by me are nearly $5, my state subsidizes oil companies and gas orgs, I live next door to a refinery that makes the air chunky and hard to breathe. People are stupid, gas prices are like everything else, they will take any excuse to raise the prices and will never low them after.
dont share that terror. I've also had to learn to stop making the sick jokes because so many peeople dont realize that living in those environments force you to adapt and change, disassocation and humor are how i managed it, people assume I'm making fun of victims.
one of the groups of foster kids that was in the house freqently told us that our parents never said they love us, hug us, or otherwise give us positive attention. We were frequently punished or otherwise mentally and physically harmed which scared and shocked the foster kids. So suppose that says something about all of that, trauma is fascinating. Personally I never want to ever spread it to a single entity in the world, I'm terrified of ever hurting another being and I cant see how my parents
it benefits everyone RN, because the alternative was everyone viewing gender like countries like saudi arabia and bangladesh do. We DO have to build progress but rn we're fighting regression so strongly that its a victory to even maintain the current.
I've always felt unsafe and uncomfortable in airports around the TSA, I feel even more unsafe and uncomfortable being eve near the concept of ICE. Atleast TSA generally just gropes me a bit in public, ICE would prolly rape me in a closed door and then blame me for being trans before trying to send me to a federal prison that'll forcibly attempt to detrans me.
you know how most people can filter out noises generally pretty well when attempting to focus on another individual's voice? Prolly a bit like that, altho poor autistic dog that CANT do that.
of doing so will worsen things. It sucks, it feels like I'm walking 100 steps down just to step up 2 more. I'm doing it, but its hard. I hope in time I will be able to recognize it all and process it as well as this man has.
My first step in therapy has quite literally been trying to remember everything in the first place for longer than the duration of the episode triggered by it. I have to consciously choose to write down everything thats happening while having an episode so that I can show it to my therapist to begin processing it. It can be hard, choosing to write it down requires overcoming another trauma because recognizing my own trauma was so heavily discouraged and punished when I was younger that the act
yeah I am aware, which is one reason why it was brought up in Therapy. That type of guilt is hellish and doesnt care about logic, and it was unfortunately baked into me pretty early on in childhood. We're working on it, it is healing a bit but it takes time.
wouldn't be a death sentence she probably would have actually called on me because I am definitely an active red flag of suicide risk. I am so tired of being so afraid that the wrong action will get me sent to conversion therapy again.
Had to explain to my therapist about my feelings of being stuck in a warzone as a trans person in a religious US state, and the guilt I feel having those feelings because there are children elsewhere actively being bombed and suffering and I know some of them are like me but suffering further ontop of the suffering that all this hate brings them, and that I am the only one out of my original friendgroup of 20 kids who is still alive at the ripe age of 24. Pretty sure if institutionalizing me rn