Rrause's comments

@op did you film this?? If so I live right down the road from here!!

I live 20 minutes from long Beach. I wish I would have saw this sooner! I'm new to CA and would love meeting new people!!

Just went there yesterday. Beautiful place.

Northridge

For the tiniest of light. If you have an issue with it...move along

You're whole world now destroyed and you have nothing, no one, you are a void. That's why. Because when in my darkness I am searching 3/

Like family so starting new is the best. Now imagine. You're so loved by this person you could do no wrong and then one day it's gone 2/

How would you feel if you move away from everything you knew to start your life brand new. You're across the world, you know you don't 1/

That's how I feel.

I just moved there and I've already learned

I actually lost him 2 weeks ago. So this wasn't my first thought but I know there is support through here so I went for it.

I've been number for 2 weeks.

That's exactly what I'm doing. Full control...sometimes.

What's the difference. His is dead and I'm am lost without him. Therefore he is lost.

I'll look into it. Thanks.

So far. I bury it well but then when I'm alone and my mind is free. I break 10 times more. I feel so empty.

I'm trying to have one but I'm way too broken to even chuckle.

I am absolutely heartbroken. I see what people mean when they say people can die of heartbroken-ness. You just lose so much of your drive

If only he could fit in there. Not like loose change.

Neither is avoiding emotion, but that's how I'm coping

I wish he were there.