If anyone stumbles on this and is going through a rough time feel free to message me anything serious or silly. You can do so here or on discord/steam, my name is JollyWatson on everything lol. I promise to try my best to respond quickly! Discord may get you the fastest response. I've been growing a lot in the last few years, and I've dealt with some serious depression/suicidal thoughts in the past. You're not alone, things will get better and I love you even if I don't know you.