GravyEducation
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Mine did the blammo. Always blamed myself. Bing bong time to go I killed my dad in a Tokyo
Jun 21, 2026 2:45 PM
GravyEducation
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Mine did the blammo. Always blamed myself. Bing bong time to go I killed my dad in a Tokyo
glovelyday
My dad died 15 years ago. Miss him every day.
RUFingKiddingMe
10 years for me and same.
lurkerthatoccationallywantstocomment
24 years ago for me, I still dream about him
GravyEducation
My dreams are not the good kind. He's always an antagonist and i think that's because of my survivors guilt from the suicide :(
ThisIsAllYouCouldComeUpWith
My dad is old. I don't hate him, but I don't know if I love him. I wonder if I'll grieve when it happens.
GravyEducation
I didn't think I would but I did cuz.
Still my dad and still he was a person that never should've taken his life
ImJustHereAtThisPoint
Mines dead to me. He went full Nazi a couple years back. We've always had a Complicated Relationship, but shit I can't even see any light left in him any more.
GravyEducation
It's so fuckin weird when your dad dies and you're like "yeah not super mad about that and saw it coming". But yeah dead dad is not fun regardless of personal feeling
ImJustHereAtThisPoint
Absolutely. And I'm sorry for your loss fam. It ISN'T your fault, I know it's hard to accept that, but it's the truth. Do you want to talk about it?
GravyEducation
Nah it's just something I like to remember because it's a mental health advocate thing. Don't want anybody to do what my dad did
ImJustHereAtThisPoint
I respect that. And same. It's DIFFICULT to say the least. If you do ever want to vent in a judgement free place, please hit me up (we'll have to find an alternative to this apps messenger tho, it doesn't work for me apparently) I understand that internal struggle all too well. We're stronger together. Fair Winds and Clear Skies my friend