Writing is exhausting

Mar 26, 2026 8:33 PM

tavinjer

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It’s a post-post-apocalyptic weird sci fi story that I’ve been working on for a long time. Had a great talk about it with an agent about a year ago while I was rewriting it. Submitted it and heard back almost immediately (a few days later) with a form rejection. Okay.

It’s not actually very interesting. Should be half the length it is. Tells a story but doesn’t, like *tell a story.* Probably should’ve thought of that earlier in the process.

I’ve learned a lot about my world, which is a lot of fun. And every time I try to start writing, I find something else I need to figure out. Not discouraging so much as frustrating.

This is all spread over the past 6 months (since October or so). The world is exhausting. There’s so much stupid. So in late January I got with a friend and brainstormed a stupid and fun story about someone who decides to do something about it.

It’s about an orca. A billionaire kills her pod and leaves her for dead. So she decides to get revenge. Think Kung Fury meets what you wanted Cocaine Bear to be, and also a lot of bad puns. No self-respecting agent would consider this.

It’s done. Its dumb. It’s fun. Why not, at this point?

My artistic abilities are rather limited so I went with simple, loud, and dumb, just like the rest of the book.

Yay!

creativity

penguin

whale, good luck! I bet it's a killer story!

4 months ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 1

I mean there is QUITE a lot of killing involved so I hope so!

4 months ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 1

What’s an OROD?

I’m kidding, but you might wanna un-stylize the font just a *little* bit.

4 months ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

Good call, may need to adjust that kerning. I do find it absolutely necessary to have a slasher font, though.

4 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Actually reading the work I wrote has been the hardest part for me. I feel like it's never good enough, but only after the fact, and no matter how many drafts I write.
I also went self publishing, because agents are so inundated with submissions and they're looking for award winners with an established/easily built audience.
Good luck, fellow writer 🫡

4 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Yeah reading your own stuff is like listening to a recording of your voice or watching a video of yourself, just absolutely humiliating. Takes a while to get used to it and figure out what you like so you can augment that. A looooong while. Keep up the writing!

4 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Quite a ride.

4 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

?1

4 months ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

You wrote stuff yourself AND you even made hand done art for the cover. Great job. Accolade for you

4 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Hey thanks! It was fun! (Which coincidentally is also how I was able to finish it)

4 months ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

World building should always only be an addition to the story and their full or partial reveal can be their own arch, in small parts.

4 months ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 1

I like to write stories that emerge from the world they exist in, so in order to do that I have to know and understand that world. Once I know the story I’m trying to tell, I can include the necessary “worldbuilt” elements. But yeah, most of the worldbuilding doesn’t make it into the story as such.

4 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 1

Most readers are people who just need a few hints to build their own visual world for the story. Not a writer since my childhood but an excessive reader.

4 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 1

Write stupid books, win stupid prizes. Good luck

4 months ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 1

Learning and improving, fuck yeah.

4 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Well don't give up too soon. And do as I say, not as I do. As I look at the electronic dust settling on my 3-year-old half finish novel.

4 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Yeah I have several of those too

4 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Y'all I'm so glad you're publishing it yourself! Who knows? Maybe you'll make Chuck Tingle bank! Either way, favoriting so I can get this later. It sounds awesome!

4 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Oh hey thanks! Chuck Tingle is a big inspiration, as was Melania Devourer of Man. Here’s a preview of the carnage if you want to check it out: https://theinterstice.substack.com/p/preview-teenage-orca-rampage

4 months ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

OK, i looked at it. First things - before entering the right state of mind - I tought were, well, negative. Then I found this gem: ' “I should have a one-liner for this,” she says to herself, making a mental note to ask the writer about that later.' where the fourth wall and my mind went broken at the same time :-D :-D :-D

4 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

lol, that’s fair! In the full thing, the idiocy starts a lot faster, so I might lean into that. I appreciate the feedback!

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