I take pictures of the sky and scream into the void

I took a nap during lunch and dreamed about someone who walked out of my life. I can be a petty stone cold bastard and have cut ties with people I knew half my life but everytime I think about her my heart breaks. things didnt end badly just she wasnt in a good place mentally and she left. I'm not bitter towards her and want only the best for her. I wont lie I miss her. Her smile, her laugh, the funny way she says "is good". For a long time she was the only person I'd get excited to talk with.

sometimes I hate dreaming because I'll have to wake up