I'm terrified. 

Dec 8, 2017 9:40 PM

dezrah

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I just finished a Comp Sci degree and I'm applying at start-ups and other tech places. It's a huge change career-wise and I'm competing against kids 15-20 years younger than me. Part of me knows I have what it takes to do this, the rest of me is screaming "What the hell are you doing?" and "Why would anyone hire you?"

I feel myself locking up and procrastinating on the job search because I'm afraid that I'll prove those voices right.

But I have to do this, my family deserves a better life than I've been able to give them. Screw those voices!

(Edit: Thank you so much for the encouragement, you people are amazing!!! I was feeling really down in myself today and this is exactly what I needed. For the curious, I live near Boston, MA and if you want to see my resume, message me. )

FP Edit: HOLY CRAP, is this real life? I put my phone away during a gig (I'm a magician) and my inbox has blown up, no nudes, but something even better: It's full of advice, offers, good wishes and most of all, hope. I can't thank you enough!

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8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

www.modis.com

8 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

better late than never

8 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

I graduated at 43 and entered a whole new field as well. You can do it. 40 isn't that old to be starting over anymore!

8 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

@op I work at a tech company in Boston MA! Send me your resume. And don’t worry about being older—if you’re a good fit, you’re a good fit.

8 years ago | Likes 15 Dislikes 0

I'm back on the job hunt, still interested? ;)

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

That’s gotta be hard, but holy shit you’re doing it! I have so much respect for people to go back to school and just really go for it. :)

8 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

Just be careful like it or not ageism is still very strong in the IT industries unless you can really stand out.

8 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

No worries, I graduated at 45 and now work for one of the biggest tech companies in the world. You got this.

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Thank you, it's awesome to hear that there's hope.

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I graduate nursing school in June @39,I feel ya OP

8 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

We need to have a "Old Imgurian Graduation Party"!

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Get. That. Shit. You're a fucking rockstar! Don't let anybody dull your sparkle.

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

FUCK YEAH!!!

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Started my new career 2 months before my 37th birthday. Pretty fantastic.

8 years ago | Likes 44 Dislikes 0

8 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

My dad changed careers and went back to school at ~50 years old. He found people preferred his maturity and life experience. You got this!

8 years ago | Likes 134 Dislikes 1

This is true. Just remember, you’re starting at the bottom again, and it will take some time to climb back up. Be patient.

8 years ago | Likes 17 Dislikes 0

I just started college at 27! Congratulation man!

8 years ago | Likes 10 Dislikes 0

You too!

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

I wish you the best, but keep in mind a career in computers means you'll ALWAYS be in some sort of school because the industry moves so fast

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

That's okay, and one of the reasons the industry appeals to me. I love learning new skills.

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

I have one more semester before graduating at 31. Been doing warehouse work since I was 18.

8 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

Life begins at 40. Tom Baker became Dr. Who at 40, Stan Lee founded Marvel at 40, John Lennon was killed at 40. Well, 2 out of 3 ain't bad.

8 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

You, I like you.

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

You're giving another 40 year old hope. Great job!

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

This is the guy everyone is looking for - must have 10+ years experience

8 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

Time for that next step in life @OP! It's gonna be an adventure!

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

this, right here, is a criminally underrated comment.

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Absolutely. This isn't an ending, the rest of my life has just been prelude. This adventure is just starting.

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

My Dad graduated from Computer Science two years ago at 54, now he's s leading a development team. The tech industry judge skill not age.

8 years ago | Likes 33 Dislikes 0

My uncle does support from home since he retired, does pretty well with his wife doing physical therapy

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

They also judge how recent the degree is, since the field advances fast

8 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

@OP remember you have things to offer that the college kids don't. You have maturity, wisdom, experience in the workplace, working with 1/

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

2 all kinds of people inc people you didn't necessarily like, getting shit done anyway, etc. Highlight what you bring to the table.

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

At 51, w/1 class left, I have the same fears. Realize that you are showing your work ethic by getting this education at this stage in life!

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

That's my ace in the hole. I know what it feels like to actually, you know, work for a living, and I'm not afraid of breaking a sweat.

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

I'm banking on life experience giving me that extra edge too. These days being able to show commitment and perseverance is huge!

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

This inspires me. I'm in a career that is literally killing me.

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Life is too short for that shit. The best time to plant a tree is 20yrs ago, the second best day is today. Let's do this!

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

I really like what you said. I'm actively seeking out a fulfilling career. Time to start planting trees. Thank you.

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

It's not me, I got it from Neil Gaiman, and he got it from a Chinese proverb. (Got to give credit where it's due.)

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Great work! Being out of your comfort zone means growth. Tell those voices to eff off, and keep on keeping on!

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

The hardest part of this is fighting the self-doubt, but you have all been amazing!

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

The self-doubt is just that.. It comes from you, and can be changed by you only. Start seeing, and telling yourself, all that you do well :)

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

I'm 19, working towards my bachelors in comp sci. At 40 you'll have life experience and the qualifications, better than what I'll ever have

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

The fact that you're that self-aware already means you're way ahead of your peers. :)

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

+1 for the chin.

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Fuck the voices, do you! Also think about all that young people you could have intercourses with

8 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

Well, my wife may have some thoughts about that, but I get the point. ;)

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Your wife has thoughts about you having intercourse with young people? Man, your wife's so cool...

8 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

Oh, you misunderstand. She would have angry, divorce-y thoughts about it.

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I got it, just going for a sensible chuckle.

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Or is she a younger than you? Then mos def do her. Much love you sexy beast

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Your wife I mean

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

@OP, highlight your life experience bc it matters. Managing ppl, navigating tough decisions, grinding a job bc you had to. You > Youngins’.

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Thank you, I hope that potential employers see it that way too. ;)

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Dude/Dudette! I'm 40 and have a year left! Right now I have 2 jobs and make less than $25k a year. I'm pretty excited just to have a degree!

8 years ago | Likes 126 Dislikes 2

41 uber,popalock,and waiter..

8 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

It's definitely a dude....

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 1

I'm a dude, if it matters.

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Me? Or op? I’m a chick.

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

3 jobs, same boat! I'm sick of paycheck-to-paycheck and no time off. (I'm a server, among other things. ;)

8 years ago | Likes 43 Dislikes 0

Custodian/pizza place

8 years ago | Likes 12 Dislikes 0

Why the winky face after “other things”?...hmmm..

8 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

Pretty close, I'm a magician, so I do tricks for money.

8 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

To be honest, it's quite terrifying that you can't live comfortably with 3 jobs. But what do I know, I'm just european.

8 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 1

service industry jobs give you less than 40 hours/week because 40 is fulltime and they'd have to pay benefits.

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

America's got some dystopian level inequality shit to work through right now. I know a guy working 2 jobs to pay his baby's hospital bill.

8 years ago | Likes 9 Dislikes 0

It's that expensive just to be born...

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Three jobs, and my wife works full-time too. It's the god-damned land of opportunity here.

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Hey, I was just wondering, how much does a Computer Science degree cost you?

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

It all depends where you go to school. My school is about $26000 US per year.

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Did you take out student loans?

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

No, I was very lucky, my wife works at the college I attend, so I've only had to buy books and pay other assorted fees.

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Yes, but I’m poor enough to get Pell grants as well.

8 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

2 jobs, less than $25k/yr? How?

8 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 1

Both are part time I assume. I know many people who can't find full time and have to do 2-3 part time jobs just to cover food, rent, & bills

8 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

Nope. One is 8-5 M-F. Other is about 20 hours a week, nights and weekends.

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I feel pretty OK about being 25 and at 70k/year now

8 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 17

I was 30 @ USA- 40% tax bracket. I'm so close to retirement!

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 1

Congrats man! You must have worked hard to get where you are, and it will feel good to retire.

8 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Do you feel okay about being a tool?

8 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 4

Too bad all the salty irresponsible people downvoted you on your success. It’s unfair you probably worked your ass off and to get shitted on

8 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 5

Thanks man, it took a lot to get where I am. I didn't even mean to come off as a jerk in that comment. But sometimes I feel like I'm not 1/2

8 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 1

Where I should be, but then this reminded me that there are lots of people that have it worse

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