I think over hit the angry stage of grief.

Everything is making me angry now.
Especially this fucking pandemic. Quarantine normally wouldn't be hard on us, but I hesitated calling 911 for mother's nausea and couldn't get a hold of her doctor.

It took 3 short days for her to pass in the hospital.
I'm not sure if this this is more the pandemics fault or mine, I guess I'm mad at both.

I want to break things and scream so so bad.

My beautiful momma, miss her. I want her back, I want all this to be some cruel joke.