Dont talk to me i guess

I love games, eventho mostly i only play one game, i still like to watch others on twitch play others. If i am really into a game, i grind it out, watch videos on youtube to get more knowledge how to beat it. But when someone IRL talks to me about games, i feel uncomfortable. If they play it, they are mostly playing it platonic and dont know as much, or just talk about the most obvious things. If they dont play it, i get the feeling they just make fun of me in their head, but try to make conversation just to be nice. Playing with someone coop or in a team is much easier than meeting them somewhere and talking with them about it.