It's been months of silence on my end, and they're still finding ways to get to me

I thought I had found someone who truly loved me. Long story short, she didn't, and she hid it from me for a very long time. She betrayed me in pretty much every way imaginable. I had an adverse reaction to that and made a post about it on *her* social media. (That was a mistake, but I was emotional). Then all of our friends started harassing me. I was sent pictures of her in bed with other men, men whom I considered my closest, most trusted friends.

I moved away absolutely devastated, burned pretty much everything she ever gave me, blocked her, and tried to get on with my life. I met a new woman, and she's amazing. She's beautiful, affectionate, supportive, and I trust her with my life. I've hidden nothing from my past about her. She knows what happened to me, what I did wrong as well as what I did right. I'm so grateful for her, and I'm doing my best to leave my baggage behind me. It's just hard when my ex friends won't let me move on.

One of my ex friends left a random, nasty comment on my Steam profile page out of the blue. I haven't had any contact with any of them in months. I had an anxiety attack. I thought I was free from them, but they keep coming back to attack me when I least expect it.

There was a time when I could join a voice channel on our Discord server anytime night or day and talk with someone I trusted about pretty much anything. We were a very close friend group. Now, I have almost nobody. I'm in a happy, loving, respectful, committed relationship, and I still feel so very alone. I miss having friends, but at this point I feel so damaged that I don't know how to make friends like I used to.

I don't know what to expect from this post. I don't care about points for this post. I guess I'm just hoping that maybe some kind soul will reach out to me, and I might make a new friend.

I apologize for interrupting your regularly scheduled meme browsing. I hope you have a good day. Thank you for reading.

FP Edit:
Thank you all for your kind and supportive words. The outpouring of love is very much appreciated. I know this community is a wonderful place, and I'm grateful every single one of you.

I was asked in one comment to edit in some hobbies and interests I have, so I'm putting that here. I like pretty much anything nerdy. I like anime, video games (FPS and sandbox games mostly, but I'll play pretty much anything with the right company), Star Wars, D&D, drawing, airsoft/Nerf, cosplay, and all forms of crafting. Those are just a few of the things I enjoy, but I'll do or try pretty much anything in the right company (provided it's legal and not immoral). I'm pretty chill. I support my friends, and I treasure mutual trust. I go out of my way to help people in need. I'm not trying to pretend I'm a saint. I make mistakes. I'm just a guy doing his best to be a good person.