Just thinking outloud.

Aug 14, 2022 6:37 AM

Everything is going great.

I am waiting for it all to come crashing down again.

But i hope it won't just this once.

I'm envious

4 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

No, it isn't normal, but it isn't wrong. Too many people base their happiness on what other people think. It should be normal though.

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Brain going into SUSPENSE mode to prepare you to fight to protect it all. We're extremely strange apes.

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Just a type of survivor's guilt. Not that you don't think you don't deserve your good life but more like it comes from your empathy>

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>for others less fortunate. So don't feel weird about feeling like you're doing ok. It shows us all that it's possible.

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That's "other shoe" sydrome, where things are going too well and you're waiting for the other shoe to drop. There is a technical name...

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... for it: Generalized Anxiety Disorder https://adaa.org/understanding-anxiety/generalized-anxiety-disorder-gad#

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Oh well! Look at that. I was diagnosed with GAD when I was 25 XD

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: ) life is good friend. I have that same feeling- it is crippling at times but I haven't had a normal year since 16 (now roughly 30) and

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Have just now started living on my own, everything is okay finally but that feeling persists, I've gotta learn how to trust that reality

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isn't out to get me and to be okay with the passing of time- whenever I'm dissatisfied with reality I try to remember where Ive been/all

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I've done to get here, and how reality is going to be okay

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