OriginalEducatedCohort
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Ok, so once again full disclosure, I'm sober from any and all opiates and opiate related substance. (Suboxone)
I said I'd do a selfie a day while sober, but I KNOW, I KNOW, I KNOW.... No selfies....... So I'm not going to do daily, maybe a post here and there, this is the last selfie.
Promise.
I have to sneak one in here tonight though!
I know I don't look and different/ better & hopefully not worse!
BUT..........
Im a week and a few days in and honestly it's been a little rough. I don't have any energy, I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep, but I can't. For several reasons lol. My mind is RACING, and SLOW at the same time.
BUT IM STILL FUCKING FREE
.
I DO NOT DEPEND ON ANYTHING ANYMORE TO GET THROUGH THE DAY.
That's a win for me.
In my last post, I said I was going LA SOBER. Yeah that didn't work. I can't drink. I won't drink.
I AM still using ∆8 occasionally but I have more energy without.
It's weird. I feel HORRIBLE, BUT GOD DAMNIT I FUCKING FEEL GREAT AS WELL.
IM STILL WORKING OUT A FORMAT TO TELL SOME CRAZY FUCKED STORIES, I JUST DONT KNOW HOW YET.
I KNOW ONE PERSON SAID THEY WERE GOING TO FOLLOW ME, TO YOU, I HOPE YOU KEEP WITH ME. I THINK ABOUT YOU A LOT AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHO YOU ARE, BUT YOU'RE HELPING PASSIVELY AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW I APPRECIATE IT.
THIS IS FOR ME
NOT WORRIED ABOUT FAKE INTERNET POINTS SO DOWNVOTE IF YOU FEEL THE NEED.
But IM STILL FREE.
AND I DONT PLAN ON EVER GOING BACK.
THANKS
D.
Here is my cat tax. Sorry for the selfie. ???
Oops...
mrnosey
I'm against selfies..but here for self help. I'll be the only upvote, just stay clean.. if you can't, that's OK we can get them the next day
OriginalEducatedCohort
I thank you! I'm doing it. Never ever going back. I quit because I no longer had a connection. That will not change! It was past time and 1/
OriginalEducatedCohort
3/2 ? And no more selfies. I'll find a cool logo or something so I don't piss off the world ?????
mrnosey
Pick a quote... a quote that describe your mindset that day.. make a meme
OriginalEducatedCohort
2/2 was ready. It is so much better. Thanks again friend!