No more bottom dysphoria for me!

Dec 4, 2023 10:25 PM

FP Edit: oh my God. I can't believe the support and the comments. This community is beautiful and amazing. If I can quote the legendary Patton Oswalt: "it's chaos. Be kind" goodnight<3

I'll be 32 in a few weeks.
I'll finally have my Vaginoplasty surgery tomorrow morning.

Been training and preparing and getting in shape, hair removal, hormones, doctors, therapists, letters, rejections, insurance etc etc etc etc. it's a monumental undertaking.

If anyone. EVER tells you they just hand these out and mutilate kids left and right they are unbelievably wrong.

It takes months of prep, dozens of tests and tens of thousands of dollars and a lot of luck.

See ya on the other side Imgur fam <3

Best of luck to you!

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here's to a speedy recovery!

2 years ago | Likes 10 Dislikes 1

Awesome! Good luck and swift healing!

2 years ago | Likes 50 Dislikes 3

You will be gossiping with the girls in no time

2 years ago | Likes 13 Dislikes 1

I’m 54 and I had to Google this surgery. Congratulations and may your recovery be quick and uneventful and end results be everything you hope for 🤞🏻🍒🍯

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Best of luck with surgery!!!

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Congratulations! I know how many hoops that was you jumped through! I've heard from several friends that the initial recovery period is tough so be sure to lean on your support network, and you're always welcome to DM me if you need someone to talk to! You got this! 💖

2 years ago | Likes 13 Dislikes 1

Awesome username btw @SwarmOfEnbees

2 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

Thanks!

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The fact that you have to have electrolysis — laser not enough as I’m sure you know — on every last pubic hair or you’ll get them ingrown into your new genitalia is proof enough that it’s not for the faint of heart. Best of luck!

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I didn’t realize this was a thing. It sounds terrible up front, but as someone who had a c section twice, it’s got to be better than the alternative.

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Good luck! The first few days suck because you'll be so loopy, but honestly it's really just a big hassle, and not bad at all. Make sure you've got lots of things to keep busy with that don't take too much focus. Fun anecdote: the applesauce they gave me as I was coming out of anesthesia remains one of the most amazing things I've ever tasted.

2 years ago | Likes 16 Dislikes 1

You go girl!

2 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

Wonderful!! Speedy recovery and can’t wait to hear from you as soon as you’re out of the hospital and okay!! ((hugs))

2 years ago | Likes 9 Dislikes 0

I'm so happy for you! I hope the recovery goes well and congratulations on becoming your true self. You are rad and you are loved!

2 years ago | Likes 19 Dislikes 4

Congrats and good luck with surgery! Hope everything goes well and you recover and are completely happy in your body.

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Congratulations! I'm still a few years out I think, I've only recently celebrated my first transition anniversary.

2 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

Oh yeah, there's so much misinformation about gender affirming care. It requires so much and everything that can be done before 18 is 100% reversible. Fear mongering is the way of the ignorant fascist.

2 years ago | Likes 33 Dislikes 5

Careful. I heard if you get sand in your vagina, they make you a Fox News host.

2 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

It's also something that wealthy people have much more access to. I knew one transwoman who got sick of the paperwork and the required therapy and being condescended to by physicians and had her bottom surgery done overseas, because there she could just pay and nobody asked any questions. Most people don't have the means to do that.

2 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

It's something I've been worried about, that I'll never have the means for the surgery. Im trying to just focus step by step trying to get some hormone therapy(I'm still not sure which ones yet to be honest)

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Congratulations, @op. Wishing you a speedy recovery. v

2 years ago | Likes 23 Dislikes 1

Wishing you an easy & speedy recovery process! Sending love.

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Good luck and congrats on the new Vajayjay!

2 years ago | Likes 15 Dislikes 0

AFAIC the only genital mutilation that gets handed out to kids left and right is circumcision. Get you your parts, and a swift and painless recovery to you. :)

2 years ago | Likes 24 Dislikes 4

There's female circumcision in some other countries too.

2 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 1

Also true. As much as I genuinely don't wish to think about either, genital mutilations are an obscenely common practice for all sorts of folks. I am at least glad we've moved past the barbarism of the Castrato, but there is a ways to go.

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This is a legit question - I mean this with respect and just curiosity. My understanding (limited) is there is lifelong dilation required, or dangerous issues can arise including deadly infection. Is that true, are there ways to preempt that or manage it, etc. Or is that manufactured conjecture?

2 years ago | Likes 17 Dislikes 3

A lot of the purported downsides of vaginoplasty are manufactured. That one certainly doesn't line up with my experience.

2 years ago | Likes 15 Dislikes 2

lots of things that vaginas go through have a risk of infection or death, whether they're original or created. it's kind of a vagina thing.

2 years ago | Likes 17 Dislikes 2

Not OP but last I checked, dilation weans off after a period, and there is no greater risk of infection than any other surgery.

2 years ago | Likes 21 Dislikes 3

They’ll have to dilate for the remainder of their life, but the frequency with which it’s necessary to have to do reduces over time.

2 years ago | Likes 10 Dislikes 2

Omg I WIIIIIIIIISH I could get bottom surgery. I would literally give my left nut for bottom surgery, joke HEAVILY implied but still want the surgery

2 years ago | Likes 94 Dislikes 3

That’s a solid joke, compadre, I chuckled outside my brain

2 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

That's funny as hell. Lol

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I have always fucking loved that it’s called bottom surgery.

2 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 2

It sometimes makes me wonder, **best Seinfeld impression ** if I'm getting the bottom surgery, then who's the top?!

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Oh my god SAME. Probably at least three years out for me. And I’ll never financially recover.

2 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

I doubt I'll ever raise money like that. I'm 41 now and have a condition that will probably disqualify me for the surgery anyways

2 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

Still a good joke though! ⬆️😁

2 years ago | Likes 17 Dislikes 0

Had to Google it as a non native speaker but now that I know best of luck for both the surgery and your future life! I have a trans son so I almost know how to relate.

2 years ago | Likes 9 Dislikes 0

Good luck! Can't wait to hear you're in recovery.

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As someone who has had the surgery , You could probably go on for about 10 more pages and still not cover. I always said that if people could clearly see what we go through to be happy they would never bother us again. Congrats

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Yeah. They would; cause they don't give a shit about you. Its all about their twisted world view.

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You give them too much credit. You can tell them all of this and they will immediately disregard it because if they were capable of being honest and having the discussion in good faith, they would confess that it's more about hating those who do not conform to their ideas about what societal norms should be than it is about being misinformed and that's the case for a pretty sizable majority of them in my experience.

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And in some cases it's actually a quality of life thing. Had a patient that had that done in a case I was working in on as a circulator. She was getting it done because intercourse was painful at times because of it, aside from the cosmetic aspect which also played a part.

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Does it work, lubrication wise etc also? Or is it for looks?

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I had seen a technique that used the urethra from the penis as part of the neovaginal wall. Since the urethra is somewhat self lubricating, it helps out.

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No lubrication and you might need to occasionally help it maintain it's shape with dilators. Other than that just a vagina

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 1

The breaking point for my true empathy was seeing the results of a "bad" chest binding. I was already sympathetic, but that really drove it home.

2 years ago | Likes 10 Dislikes 0

I'm non binary and planning to have top surgery soon to remove my breasts. Very excited and scared.

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I'm cis-het, but for me, every procedure leaves one impression: the docs and nurses are just so unimpressed with everything. They are doing three more procedures today, and it's not that they aren't existed for you, they are just doing something routine for them. It's so jarring to have something so BIG to me have so little wight in their lives.

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I kinda like that idea, that for them, it's just routine and there's no judgement :)

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I feel so stupid for asking this question, but what is a vaginoplasty? :/

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The outie becomes an innie. :)

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To add to everyone else, the different methods are fascinating from an outside perspective and really highlight the creativity and brilliance some surgeons have. There are breakdowns on YouTube and elsewhere.

2 years ago | Likes 22 Dislikes 1

It's a Vagina Job. Create new parts for a person so they can be themselves on the outside. M -> F

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Why only Monday through Friday though?

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Only emergency surgery happens on the weekend.

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Oh

2 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

To add to Marzolan's comment, it involves turning the penis inside out and pushing it inside the body, alongside rearranging nerve clusters and making cosmetic alterations to ensure it looks and feels as much like the real thing. That's my crude understanding at least. It's quite extraordinary.

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"Penile inversion" is probably the most common technique, but not the only one. I've never looked super deep into the details, but I've seen at least two others mentioned. And, just in case you're now wondering, yes, "vaginoplasty with penile preservation" is also a thing, though *far* less common.

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I could Google, but I appreciate answers from Imgurians more. "Penile preservation", meaning if one is unhappy with their results, they could have it reversed? I have a friend currently contemplating surgery and want to be as supportive as possible in their journey.

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More that they may wish to have both, that it best fits their mind.

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If I may correct a tiny bit, the skin of the penis can be used to create a cavity, given that the quantity of skin is sufficient (if not, a skin graft can be taken from elsewhere). Other parts of the penis are dissected to be used, for example for the labia minora and the clitoris. However, some people chose to undergo a vaginoplasty without a cavity (which should be called a vulvoplasty).

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What about F—>M bottom surgery? Do they use the vaginal tissue to make a penis?

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Sort of. They use the clitoral nerves but take skin and fat from elsewhere to build the penis. Some transmen will get a pump inserted into their new scrotum so they can get an erection and have penetrative sex.

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In addition to the method TinyBadger described, there's a less-invasive option some trans guys opt for, but explaining requires a bit of context. Masculinizing HRT (i.e., testosterone) typically causes "bottom growth", where the clitoris becomes larger, longer, etc. Apparently, there's a ligament they can have snipped to "free" it even more. The procedure's called "metoidioplasty". -- Really though, the thing to know is that >>>

2 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

No stupid questions

2 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

I mean there are no stupid questions. Stupid assholes maybe who want to be insensitive jerks or silly things like does circle go in square, but any real question is always a welcome question. Also I have, in fact, forced circle in square. Not my proudest moment but a surprising one tho.

2 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

Surgery to create a vagina. OP is a trans woman taking the surgical steps to make their physical body match their identity. It’s not required for her to be a woman, not all trans people pursue surgery, but it can help those with feelings of dysmorphia live their life more happily.

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What a great explanation, thank you!

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It's 3 am here and I was here after a toilet stop. Feel so dumb because I didn't think op was trans. I was thinking she was having cosmetic vagina surgery.

2 years ago | Likes 39 Dislikes 0

Gender affirming care is not just for trans people! For example, cis-women sometimes receive vaginoplasty for pelvic organ prolapse. There's also labiaplasty, a related kind of (generally cosmetic) surgery.

2 years ago | Likes 29 Dislikes 0

Cis male here. Reading that made me involuntarily cross my legs lol ouch.

2 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 1

love this explanation, well said

2 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

I love folks who give solid answers to honest questions on the internet. Thanks, stranger!

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LOVE them. Btw, is your name related to the Pinkertons?

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Naw, just a favorite nickname. No union busting here!

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

xlnt response.

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I need to find this in an actual flag form. It's excellent.

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 1

I love how Star Trek people always show up in these kinds of posts. And they always come with love and support:)

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I'm a "multiverse theory person". Watching Star Trek, Star Wars, reading sci-fi books, and just paying attention to a little bit of real science, e.g. astronomy/biology/statistics, etc. led me to believe that there very well could be a whole bunch of combinations of beings. I mean, if aliens came here, and they had four dicks, ninety-seven vaginas, and thirty arms adorned on their body, I would be impressed, but not surprised. ;)

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Infinite diversity in infinite combinations. v

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Hell yes, she was lovely:)

2 years ago | Likes 10 Dislikes 0

According to myth, trans people could post their transition progress on Reddit and get some upvotes and affirmation in six hours. Now watch out! Here comes Imgur! We'll give it to them in SIX MINUTES!

2 years ago | Likes 15 Dislikes 2

"What McCoy said in frustration, I say with pride!" - Paraphrasing Picard:)

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I've had friends go through it. Recovery is hell. It is awful and hard. Make sure you have people with you to help. Youre gonna be so happy.

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I've been through it, the first month or so of recovery is messy and bloody and frequently painful, and there are some fairly common minor complications, but honestly it's fine.

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I did it, recovery was a breeze. Most of my friends had an easy time with it too.

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You had your penis removed, urethra moved, vagina built, and it was a “breeze”? Thats not what I’ve read but congrats.

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My partner and I was just visiting someone after they had their surgery. They were in their mid-60s and had no complaints about the surgery or recovery.

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Wow, I’m amazed!

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